I'm gonna die from all the feelings i'm having now~ Oh gosh... (I'M TERRIBLY SORRY IF I DIDN'T MENTION UR NAME.. CAUSE THERE'S JUST TOO MANY PPL TO SAY!)
Fear: 1) I'm bad in languages, be it English or Chinese. Ha.. Wonder how should i communicate with the guests and my collegues.
2) Wonder can i adapt to the weather and food... I'm damn weak. I can't stand coldness! Shit...
3) Wonder how's work? How will my supervisors and colleagues treat me? Wish nobody will bully me.. Hope i won't get involved in any office politics.
Sad: 1) Leaving my family, relatives and friends! Gonna miss them like mad... Oh God.. Please take care of them.. 2) Mummy!!! or Meeeeeee!!!! Nobody gonna cook for me. Nobody gonna wash my clothes for me. Nobody gonna nag at me to eat more fruits that she cut up for me. Nobody gonna kill cockroach for me. Nobody gonna do any what-mother-do-for-their-kids for me. Thank you mummy! Thanks! Xie xie! I LOVE YOU!
3) My sister!!! I can't snatch computer with her anymore just because i'm lazy to wait for the laptop to switch on. So i'll always sit on her lap to use the com. As everyone knows, i'm extremely forgetful, so i have many post-it pasted around my house, and i can't get to see the stupid comments that my sister will write beside what i wrote.. So damn funny` I can't act EXTREMELY spastic anymore. In this world, only my sis saw that side of me. What u ppl saw is only like 10% of it. LOL. Thanks Jie~ The WenDick and J-Ass sisters. What you love to call me: Stupid. Anus. Bitch. Lousy. Pig. Get lost~>> Ur new word. So irritating! HRMP! I HATE YOU. (But i love u more.)
What i love to call you: JIE!!!!!!! (Yes. Scream.) Oie Doodie. Fi-Teh~!!!! (HAHA!) Ass-Hole. Idiot.
I still love you. No matter how many times u call me "Stupid." I thank God for giving me a great mother and a wonderful sis like u both. Both of you are my world. My soul. My life.
3) Daddy. Put it simply, I'll love you no matter what.
4) Closest friends!!! Hui Ting............ My bestest best friend. I wanna thank you for being there all the time. I remembered once, when i had lots and lots of problems.. I felt that life was meaningless. And that scare the hell out of you. LOL. Cause a person like me can think that life is not worth living. So not me rite?? Thanks for being there, if not i might be buried under ground. Ha. U get what i mean rite? Next, I wanna thank you for being my closest friend that i can share my deepest secrets with, like you know.... whenever i'm with someone.. and what we done... how i felt.. what i like or not what i like... blah blah blah.. oh gosh. I seriously can predict that i'll share with you what's my favourite sex position with my husband. HAHA! And i demand u to share too! LOL~ Kidding! Thanks Ting. I can say 100 million times "Thanks" and it seemed that it's never enough. Wah. Now u can fight with my mum and sis for the word, "Thanks".
I LOVE TO ACT SPASTIC! AND I FOUND A GREAT PARTNER!!!WHOO HOO! Wahaha! Freaking Ugly. Lol. But i like!
Rachel... Thanks for being my bestie for fun and maddness as well. You are very much appreciated as my darling cutie friend! So much memories flooded my mind when i think of our past. Be it trival conflicts - very childish one.... Be it happy days - Skate-boarding! LOL. Can't believe we were once sooOO into baggy clothes.. Stressful days - Helping each other in our artwork... I LOVE YA~!!
Hui Ying.. Thanks for being there. We can chat about our life. Our family and stuff. Thanks for trying to boost up my confidence. Telling me that i should be as confident as i am when i'm on the dance floor.. Telling me that true love does exist if i believe in it.. I try to ok... I love ya!
Jemmie. Well.. Not sure if you'll read this.. Cause i think we really drifted.. Sad but true. I miss you girl. Thanks for all the lovely memories that you added into my life.. I will still remember the past when we went out together and chatted like nobody's business. I love ya!
SEC3: US AT THE FRONT ROW! Sitting together! 4 of us! WHOO HOO!
Mig. We drifted as well.. But i'll never ever forget those times that we shared. The memories of our wonder pill factory... Our Hougang chalet... Our 100 kids and the 100 million dollar inheritence.. Our days studying in library, starbucks. (I helped you in ur projects! U cheater! ha. kidding) Our days with Linda.. K-STER AND K-BOX~!! Our badminton game... Hope you won't forget the past. CHAN CHEOW JOO... though you always tease me with whatever opportunity u get.. i won't get angry.. cause i just enjoy bullying you as well... Liza. Thanks for being my bestest group mate ever! Love ya lots! Thanks for all the advice on love. LOL. Love talking to you. LCM- thanks for encouraging me to study. Thanks for teaching me whenever i have a question. Lastly, Thanks for all your "funny" jokes. My 2 favourite cousins and my favourite aunt! Thanks Jiu-Mu(what i call her) for being there for me... talking to me like i'm an adult. Telling me whatever things i need to know about life. I really appreciated it. I hope you'll be always happy! I love you! Sam, Gina, both of you have grown up. We are no longer as close... But when we finally do get to meet.. I'm so happy that you both are still like a kid who love to hug and i love to be the big sister to you both. Please please PLEASE study hard and don't play so much computer games! ESPECIALLY THOSE ONLINE GAMES! OH MY GOD. YOU BOTH ARE TOTALLY MAD. AND YA! NO MORE COMIC BOOKS! SAM: Your O levels is coming! Gina: Your PSLE is coming! STUDY!!!!!! AND I LOVE YOU BOTH VERY MUCH! LOVE YA TOO FANNY MY LOVELY AUNT!
A guy but i can't mention his name: Hmm. doubt he'll read this but still gonna say thanks for adding memories and at least i can gain some experiences in this "relationship".
(My beijing mates is not mentioned not because u are not my love! But because we are going together! WHEEEEEE!!!!!~~~!!!!~~!!!)
Excitment: 1) How Beijing looked like? 2) How's the people there? Are they as friendly as my China friends at work and in school, my Beijing aunt and her family? 3) How's life there?!!!?!?!??!?!??!?!??!?!!??!?!??!?!?!?!?!
ARG~
I feel so emotional now. LOL. Shit. I'm not a weakling, am i? Damn it. * * * * *
