Ha. Linda, Shu Fen and i was having a joint conversation on MSN and we started talking bout relationships. So i'm inspired to post something about it.
Everything started sweetly, so even if it ends, i want to end it sweetly.
I used to like a guy who walked so fast, i have to quicken my pace to follow close. One day, I started having stitch and was having difficulty walking fast. So i slowed down but he continued walking and i just followed behind quietly. He used to be so sweet and doting.. Even sent me home when i was sick. I guess there's no point liking him. Feelings faded. In the end, i wished him all the best in finding the 'Queen of his heart'.
I used to like a guy who couldn't make up his mind 'bout who to be with. Feelings weren't strong enough. But i hold on to it, hoping that one day he'll make up his mind. He used to be so sweet as well.. Reminding me to take my anti-swelling pills due to my braces.. But it just wasn't meant to be. In the end, i wished him all the best in finding the 'Girl of his dreams'.
Well, you can buy me all the diamonds in the world, but i don't give a damn to it. It's the small gestures that meant the most to me.
Seemed that i always liked the wrong guy.. But i'm sure God had made his plans for me. I was talking about it with my friends today. Do you believe fate lies in your hands? Or God control it?
Personally, I believe that God made choices for us to choose. (For most cases.) It's only up to us on how we want to get the final result. Life is like writing a book, God is the author and we're the 'Assistant author', telling him which plot(choice) we prefer.
Maybe all these happened to me because God wanted it this way. Either he want me to meet 'The-One' or he wanted me to be single forever.. Ha. I'm so damn skeptical about true love now. Really. Can someone answer me. Does it really exist??!! Damn. I'm asking this often.
My crush stood beside me that day (Yippie!) and i pretended i didn't see him at all. I was so shy! (Surprisingly.) I always look away then steal a few glance at him, and will only say hi or smile, when he initiated it.. In the end, i initiated... (I won't tell you what i did, in case you know who he is.) I just want everything to end nicely~
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Ok. I don't know what else to say. Allow me to skip topic again. Ha. At least i'm giving warning now. If not Colleen will say me again.
Well well well, I'm really excited about my attachment in Beijing. Wonder how my life would be over there~ A new chapter of my life.
CHEERZZZZ!!
Decided to post a pic i took 2 years ago Lol. Damn spastic!
