K. the beginging entry is M18, so pls don't read if you cannot take it. lol.
I was working that day... and most of them are male... so they started talking about the topic 'SEX'. yes.... lol... one of the guy started asking, 'what's the worse thing you have done during your teenage life?' wow... one of my colleague got his gf pregnent and she went for abortion... cause they don't want their families to know... goodness..
then they started talking about male organs... wat the hell la... me and my friend (a female), was feeling quite awkward.. but for girls, there's only me and her. so we don't want to sit somewhere alone. lol. we sat there and listened as well. ha. cos both of us are ignorant with all these... free sex education. lol. but how true izzit? i don't know. they could exaggerate it.. they said that the guys' testicle are the size of their fist. yes. one. izzit true?? how can it be? but i thought one of my fren told me its the size of roche?? goodness.
there's more to what they said. but i'm starting to feel quite disgusted now. so i shall skip this topic.
Well.... ppl's emotions can really affect me... Eg. During camp, when Spydra got last, i was just disappointed.. but seeing so many ppl cried. i couldn't help but cry with them.. so i'm like consoling them while crying. so weird.
ok... i won't deny that sometimes i get sad easily.. but luckily most of the time i'm always happy... i'm known to my freshies as the 'Hyper-active-girl' that always smile and jump around and doing stupid things... really?? i didn't know. shit.. but neva mind cause they said i'm very cute. wahaha. k. later ppl say i'm boasting.
BUT! i don't want to be cute. Cute = ugly but adorable. (ha. a phrase that many ppl always say - which i choose to disagree.) I want to be pretty. Yeah.. to be really really pretty. guess that'll neva come true. but it's okay.. if i'm too pretty, ppl will just go for my looks and won't be bothered to see what's underneath those beauty. so... i'll just be pretty. (or maybe become very pretty.) but not too pretty. ha... k.. there goes my nonsense.
hmm.. i'm much happier now. lol. yeah... i've kinda overcome one of my most depressing moments in life... which is the time when i just had my braces... many bad things happened during that time.... from friends, to money, to relationship, to confidence, to studies, to almost everything. it was so bad and depressing. during that period of time, i really felt that life is quite meaningless... but not now~!
i'm still trying to go on a diet... i'm sorry if i keep saying that i'm fat. cos i really do feel like i'm gaining weight.. which is true!! i just weighed myself not long ago.. damn!!! it's increasing!!
i don't really like my height at times.. i would prefer if i was shorter.. i think shorter girls are cute. but i'm appreciative bout my height at times. maybe it'll be useful in future..
i actually hate to be different.
i don't like to be dark. honestly. its just that i don't like to be different from most of my friends. my sis, mum and many others said its unique to look diff.. but i don't like the feeling. i like to blend with others. just like, i don't like to look tallest when i'm with my friends.. i just don't like. don't ask me why. i don't know.
i feel like i'm getting more pimples!! izzit??? arg~ shit. i hate them!!!!! SHOO`~!!
i hate my freaking stupid scar on my face... i know it's not obvious.. but i'm the one seeing it everyday in the mirror.. damn annoying. i want to remove it some day... if i have enough money... don't say i'm vain.. if not why ppl go for facial.. or why ppl buy nice clothes and accessories?
damn. sometimes i feel that i'm always not satisfied with so many things! But who is?! If not ppl won't do anything in their life if they are satisfied with everything.
i hate cockroaches. yes. cause i find them terrifying. especially flying ones.
i love chocolates.. yummy.
i like drinking coffee... but i can't drink too much and not at night! i can't sleep! Caffine-sensitive.
eeWW.. i hate century-eggs.... *puke! Yes, literally... i don't know why.. even if i don't know there's century-egg inside the food, i eat it.. soon you'll see me in the toilet puking. YUCK.
I think Fiona Xie is really pretty and adorable. if only i could looked like her... lol. dream on.
I think Paris Hilton is pretty. Yes. Goodness... if only i could be her.. lol. DREAM ON.
I really agree with the phrase, 'Friends comes and go.' If you noticed, i said that quite often.
I simply agree with the phrase that my sis told me, 'Everyone is different.'
I love my sis! I love my mum! Alright... I love my dad too. (Sometimes)
I love my friends!
blah blah blah. kinda tired now..
just came back from work.. today's marriage is a sikh couple.. wah. many of the young female and make sikh, they really look like bollywood stars... very pretty and handsome u know... i realised many of them actually looked like caucasian.... hmm... can't really differentiate.. or maybe i'm lousy, that's why.. lol.
