Well, nothing much now... i suddenly have hell lots of random thoughts going through my brain.. and i feel that if i don't type it out or just get it out of my mind, i might just go crazy. ha. kidding. i'm just exaggerating.
well... i just drank coffee not long ago. so i can't sleep. that's why i typing all these rubbish now..
my table is very messy. and i'm lazy to pack it now. so i can't do my work.
i don't really know how to do my work anyway, and i don't need the table anyway. stupid enterprise thingy. i don't even know how to start doing!
well... i realised when i go out with *him* (both), i'm not really myself.. i'm so hyper but i'm so tone down when with him.. no wonder things don't work out.. and i'm not having fun... it makes the date really boring.. i'm sure the person who went out with me thinks i'm boring too... but it's so different when i'm with mig.... ha... if only i can like someone who can talk to me as much as mig.
i prefer tall guys. ha. 183cm or above?? ha. it just happen that the past two guys i used to like, are both 183cm. what a coincident huh.
talk about 'like.........'. hmmm... i wonder who's next? lol.
i'm physically tired... but mentally wide awake. damn.. i'm sensitive to caffine.. its not the first time... well, i've already warned myself before i bought the drink... hai.. i deserve it...
now is 3.30am... i really should be sleeping... i'll be working later at 6pm... (fortunately, not in the morning)
i had fun with my Spydra ppl just now... it's really a nice gathering...
i just realised how many photos i've taken... goodness.. i bet there's like more than 10,000 including those pics that i've took, and deleted because its not so nice.. ha.
there's a couple of ppl that thought i'm from girl's sch.. lol.. do i looked or sound like one?
i really feel that Miguel have the 'I'm-from-boys-school' face...
i'm kinda starting to love working in my work place... i'm considering working there when i graduate... should i??? hai......... i do not like to regret. you know you know??!?!?
Will i regret going to Beijing..?? goodness.. i'm so sure i will miss Singapore like mad... hmmm... because of my family, relatives and friends. hmmm...
well, if Rach, Mig and pL can survive in Canada, i think i will... er.. though the ppl spoke diff language.. but i'm sure at least i'll survive.. my mandarin ain't so bad la huh...?? (k. i don't excel in language.) ha...
am i really dumb??? why don't i do well in studies, even when i study?? it wasn't like that in Secondary sch! damn. I really hate my GPA!
I miss studying in Sentosa.... I hate the printer in TP, can't print double-side automatically.. can it?? or maybe i haven't check.
I'm starting to like putting make-up, not because i think it'll make me prettier.. but i feel the process of putting it is quite fun.. maybe u girls should try it too... ha...
i don't find myself pretty.. but i know i feel better about myself now.. thanks to my braces... it really really changed how i feel... i feel much confident than the past. i'm serious. though it costed me more than $3,000.. even if time were to rewind, i will still work and go for it.. BUT!!!! I will not go to the same dentist. Yes. I won't! and NEVER! Stupid wires that always poke and cut and hook to my skin and flesh. It's freaking painful. #@!&^*% (Pardon the sensored language.)
I like Piglet.. as in the winnie and piglet.. that piglet...
I like tweety bird... oh ya! NOt forgetting PIYO-PIYO!!! SO CUTE!!!
I'm keeping my hair long.. yes.. my mum is nagging almost everyday.. warning me not to cut my hair.. she hate it short. well, for my mum's sake. i'll keep it long cos i love my mummy!
should i work in an events company???
sometimes i wonder am i really too hyper-active at times that ppl can't stand me? i hope not.
yes. i'm quite bothered with what ppl thinks about me. i know i can't please the whole world. but i'm not as bothered as last time too... yuP, thanks to Linda. (pls don't tell her, later she hao lian again. lol.) ha.. thanks to shu fen too. and hell lots of others. lazy to name.
am i talking rubbish??? if yes, pls tell me, guess i won't blog it.. waste ppl's time reading.. haha... but!! i didn't force ppl to read.. lol. oh.. if you managed to read till here... CONGRATS for being so tolerant with my nonsense! hA.
Shu fen gave me a fright. Doodie girl. want to back out of beijing for some small reason. hai! hope she'll still go in the end.
i feel like i'm wasting time typing this.. shit. k. i think i better stop. guess i'll continue this random thoughts next time if i really feel like typing and if i feel i have nth better to do.. which i have lots of other better things to do.. but yet i feel like typing this no-logic entry.
