Well well... just came back from camp yesterday...
Lots of things happened these few days.. or not really few... its 6 days...
Hmmm.....
Well.. Spydra used to be first in Training Camp...
So we expected us, the GLs (Group leaders) to lead the freshies (freshmen) to make our empire spydra to be first again.
Nope. We failed.
We got last.
I was shocked. Because you get to see ppl that you neva would thought of cried.
I was disappointed. But not to the extent of crying.
But i saw ppl cried. Especially ppl that's so happy and hyper.
That i would neva thought of would cry.
That hit me hard.
And i started crying as well and consoling them.
That's this is only a camp... But its really hard.
It double blow. cos FoW, Freshmen Orientation Workshop,
we got last too...
It was really a ugly scene...
we as GLs, can't cry in front of Freshies...
but we are humans.. we can't control...
imagine, us, being first, and now last....
it's like us climbing up to the highest peak of the mountain...
and fell all the way down to the ground....
i didn't want to cry.. its just a game.. no big deal.
but i couldn't help feeling sad with others crying...
it was so emotional...
the whole atmosphere was sombre...
it was bad.
real bad.
Person i know of that's so happy and always jumping around cried.
Yes. A guy. Not girl. Its him, who made me start crying.
It really hit me hard. I guess he was really disappointed..
Then another guy, always look so cool... did break-dance and stuff..
he cried too... and many girls GL cried.. It was reallly awful....
Hai.... but after the whole thing end.
The GLs and freshies hugged and went to the front to speak if we had any..
then had our traditional way of ending the camp by going to the MacDonald at Tampines CPF building... ha... yeah.. since more than 100 ppl, we had to sit outside.. on the floor.
hmm... alright whatever it is...
Its the scoring system that made us lose the game.
but our spirit neva falls.
SPYDRA will always be in my heart.
I love you!
Just like when i was a freshie... I love you Phalanx.
And as GL last year.. Radon.. i love you too. We're first.
Spydra GL, we are first too.. neva mind bout the freshie.. we know ourselves.. hai.
With Lots of Love.
