My hamster gone to heaven already...
so sad......
There goes my sis's $20 to heaven as well...
We like big hamsters so my sis purposely buy giant breed hamster..
Hai... i really wondered how it died...
I don't think it's natural death...
my other hamster died in old age, in their sleep.. (except for one, murdered by cat when the cat managed to detach the attachment tunnel... stupid cat. go to hell.)
even one of my hamster, died burying itself.. i was looking at it and only saw the head, the rest under the saw-dust... oh god.. this is so sad.
now my this hamster died in the middle of the cage.
What happened? Possibilities:
1. Choke to death.
2. Heart attack.
3. Bird... sorry i meant Hamster flu. hmm.. but its living alone... how to get infected.
4. Depression. (cos its alone.. maybe next time i'll buy two.. wow... Tat will be $40 of two Large hamster in a small cage.. hmmm.. then i need to buy bigger cage. hmmmm.. any sponsoror or ppl who stopped keeping hamster? but i want to can attach.. so i can expand their house.. like the game, TheSims...)
Poor hamster.. SO cute... but still died young..
Hai... I do hope my eyes is really getting better...
I've completed my antibiotics... i hope there won't be a raging flare-up, sometimes the infection will resist and become immune... I've become like a health freak.. taking care of my diet... and i washed my hands like more than 20 times a day.. or maybe even more. hai... izzit cos i'm too concern with germs till my body not used to germs and immune system had weaken?
damn it. i'm so unlucky. i really praying hard to God to help me recover.. because my condition can only be healed through surgery drainage... i really hope my body's white blood cells will be strong enough to kill those bloody infection. stupid stupid stupid murder.
i'm ugly enough. pls stop adding scars on my face.
damn it. > hell you go. i hate you. stupid.
i can't really concentrate studying.. i kept taking the pocket mirror to check its condition..
but i'm trying my best to study. cos i really want to increase my stupid GPA.
Hai.... why am i so unlucky... Poor hamster. Poor me.
Hope that i get chosen for the Beijing thingy... and my mum allow me to go.. cos she thought its two months.... hai.....
GOD BLESS ME..
I need lots of miracles..
But most of all, if i need to get all this stupid thing in order in exchange for my mum to be happy.
then so be it.. i'll choose to have scar and not go Beijing..
I'm thinking too much...
nvm.. i'm sure God will help me. I shall believe in miracles.
I love u~ my kind, pretty, lovely Mummy~!
