Would you choose a guy that really likes you...? who would fly to the sky and hand you the sparkling twinkling shining stars if he could... just to see a smile on your face? (ok i exaggerate that) to him, you're the most adorable, sweetest, gorgeous, lovely and the most most most wonderful person living on earth... (beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder huh?) BUT. You don't really like him. Damn the "chemistry" or the "sparks" thingy. There isn't any.
And then. you like this guy. Who don't give a damn about you. who thinks that walking with you for 5 mintues, is a waste of his life span, nevertheless going to the sky to get the stars for you. (ha. ok i exaggerate that too) but you just liked being with him. no matter how irritating, obnoxious, evil and horrible he is. Jus being near him, the "chemical" in your body starts reacting, and sparks began to fly all around~
Who would you choose to be with? Guy who likes you? OR The guy who you liked?
what if the feelings of the guy who likes you fades away.and halfway through the relationship, everything fail and he act like a total jerk..and then you will start cursing yourself why did you give up the guy you liked?!Maybe the guy you liked, though insensitive and nasty, he might like you for the rest of his life only that he sometimes does not know how to show it in action, but he simply care for you when you needed him.
or
what if the guy you liked, take you for granted.and you shall be his slave for the rest of your life.then you will feel like kicking yourself hard that you gave up a guy who might be your slave instead and treat you like a princess or i shall say Queen for the rest of your life.
There's so many doubts... Why can't i see into the future? Who would you choose????? Someone answer me>!?!!??
Anyway Today is my last day of the admin job!!Woohoo! Finally pluck out the courage to hand in my resignation form... *Celebrates* & *sob* Which means i've stopped working and i've stopped my income. So. i have to stop eating out too much. cut down on movies. and my most beloved hobby SHOPPING. Damn. Seeing those fanciful earrings... necklaces.. bracelets and clothes...~! And i won't be able to buy them. hai... but nvm. i should be contented with wat i have...i have lots but neva seems enough.. thus... i must learn..
gonna rest for a whole week before sch starts~ wonder which class will i get into... who are my classmates??? CDS - Creative or Jap? Can't wait to know. Can't wait to start.
